‘Babita!
You are going to be a mother soon!’ as these words echoed in me; I felt a sense of
fear. It was difficult for a 20 year old to imagine what being a mother was
like. I had only been married for 5 months, and already in 4th month of pregnancy.
My mother-in law assured that I would always be valued ‘if’ it turned out to be
a boy child. (I shuddered at the thought ‘if’ it was otherwise!).
With 10
mouths to feed (my husband had 6 younger sisters and brothers, with parents
living with us) and only two hands at work, it was difficult for me to ‘be
at home’ during pregnancy. The whole day usually passed working in the fields,
to make sure everyone had enough to eat.
As the 8th
month set in, I came to my mother’s home; first child is always born there. It
is a small sleepy village in Bikram village called Nagahar. But, it turned out
to be a boon for me. Within two days, I had someone to come and ‘see’ me. She
was a petite woman, with dark kind eyes. Introducing herself as Malti, ASHA (a
volunteer worker) of the village, she started asking me about my pregnancy.
A little worried with the details, she convinced me to come to the ‘sub-centre’
next Wednesday. I received an injection which was for ‘saving’ me and my child
from infection. As the ‘lady in white’ (she was Kusum, Auxiliary Nurse
Midwife) checked me, she asked me to go to the hospital for a complete
check up with a doctor as something was ‘not normal’. I brushed aside her
remarks as useless.
Malti came
again and asked me to atleast ‘prepare’ to deliver at the Primary Health
Centre, Bikram where 24x7 delivery facilities were present. We said ‘ok’ to her
but decided to do our own.
It was
about 2 weeks before 9th month. In the wee hours of the morning, I
had severe pains. My mother tried to ease them out by giving me hot water and
going to look for the local dai. Intuitively, I cried out to call Malti also.
Till the time everyone arrived, my baby was born. He was dead. As I still
screamed in pain, Malti quickly arranged for a transport to reach the hospital.
She was scared something might happen to me!
As we (my
mother, me and Malti) settled in the auto, I delivered another baby boy. He
was also born dead. My body and mind were losing their senses now. Finally we
reached the hospital and I was transferred to the Labour room (a room where
women deliver). After another 10 minutes, I delivered the third time. The
events had horrified me; losing two babies within a span of few hours! I was
almost half dead when they placed her in my arms. Seeing her tender face and
fragile body, I seemed to forget my pains. I named her ‘Durga’, after the Goddess
of strength! Just then, I saw the worried face of Malti as she said, “She is
just 1500 grams.”
Malti
strictly told my mother ‘not to feed anything other than mother’s milk’ to the
baby. As I put her to my breast, she would open her mouth, but was unable to
hold my nipple. Perhaps she was too weak even to feed. After few tries at it, I
got impatient. I asked my mother to ‘get’ infant milk from ‘outside’. Hearing
this, Malti stopped in her track. She asked my mother to bring a clean katori (small
round vessel) and a chamach (spoon). She also arranged for some warm
water. Then, she asked me to wash my breast with warm water thoroughly. In
spite of protests from my mother that ‘I would not start having milk before
3rd day’ Malti asked me to express my own milk into the katori.
She showed me how to hold my breast and express the milk from ‘back to front’.
We all were amazed by the amount of milk that collected in that small katori.
Malti then asked my mother to sit back comfortably and hold the baby. She then
showed her how to feed the baby with katori and chamach.
I saw a
fair short lady with a white apron, smile at Malti from a distance as they
exchanged knowing glances. We then returned home.
Next day,
Malti came again. Enquiring about ‘my’ health, she observed the baby. She
checked Durga’s cord and told me not to bathe her till atleast a week. After
that she asked me if I was feeding the baby anything other than my own milk. I shook
my head whemently and assured her that ‘I was doing just as she had told me
to do!’ She had won over me till then. Malti then gave me one of her
warmest smiles!
“Who was
that lady with the apron in the hospital?” I asked her. “She was Seema didi,
staff from CARE, an organization which works on mothers and children. Apart
from her other work, she ensures that all the babies born in the hospital are
only breastfed and nothing else! She even takes me on task if I don’t ensure
that!” laughed Malti.
As we had
returned from the hospital my mother decided to give Durga a bath to ‘make
her pure’ on the 3rd day. I was skeptic about it but my protests
fell on deaf ears. As expected I felt Durga to be warmer than usual in the
evening. She did not feed well too. Alarmed, I immediately carried her to
Malti’s home, who quickly checked the baby’s temperature. She had developed
fever. Looking grim, Malti asked me to do ‘Skin to skin care’. She demonstrated
the same for me. I had to open the front of my blouse and place the baby between
my breasts with only her head and feet covered. Malti then wrapped us together;
Durga and me with a cloth. I stayed with her that night. Post mid night the
baby began to cry. Malti asked me to put her to my breast and surprisingly she
began to feed. Early next morning, Malti again checked her temperature which
had come down to normal. It was the scariest night of my life; I did not want
to loose her now!
Next day Malti
visited me with another kind looking lady. She introduced herself as Sarita,
facilitator from CARE. “I met someone else from CARE earlier” I told
her. She explained to me that CARE was working ‘at the hospital’ as well
as ‘on the field’ which was how the change would result, isn’t it? I
nodded.
“Your
baby girl is a survivor, but still very weak.” she told me. As she explained me ‘how’ to take
care of my baby through ‘skin to skin care’ and breastfeeding, she also invited
me to attend a ‘meeting’ at the sub-centre next week.
It was a
meeting for all the ASHAs and AWWs (who teaches young children
and provides some supplementary food to mothers and children). Even ANM didi (sister) was
there, with few more mothers like me. As Sarita didi showed a video on
breastfeeding, I started wondering if I was feeding my baby well.
Just then little
Durga started crying. In order to pacify her, I put her to breast. This time I
was careful to notice whether she was feeding well or not! I tried to see if
the signs of correct latching applied to my little darling. Everyone in the
group also gave me encouraging nods. Next, the group discussed about ‘caring
for the weak new born’. I felt the meeting was just made for me and my
little one. Sarita didi explained that the ‘weaker babies’ needed more care.
They should be handled by less people; preferably only by the mother with clean
hands. Breastfeeding is also difficult with them and mother needed to work
harder at it. “Extra cleanliness, extra warmth and extra breastfeeding are the
mantra for the weak new born” she explained. “Sarita didi has only
taught me all that I could do for you and your baby” Malti whispered to me.
I was filled with so much warmth for didi that I almost cried and said “Are
all of you so caring in CARE?”
As the
meeting came to an end, Malti took me to ANM didi and asked her to look at Durga.
ANM didi checked her pulse and assured me that the baby was doing ‘ok’ but
asked me to take care of her as discussed in the meeting.
Today Durga is one month old. Malti weighed her
last week and she turned out to be 2600 grams. My baby has got a new lease of
life; all thanks to our health system staff and CARE
team who made a huge impact on my life and probably is going to make changes
into many more lives through their noble ‘two-way’ work!
Wow!!the work CARE is doing is commendable.It is easy to imagine poor rural India with all sorts of troubles.They struggle everywhere.But this changed picture,as is depicted in this story,shows a ray of hope.All my admiration for those who are involved in this endeavor.And to the author for beautifully narrating a heart touching story.
ReplyDeleteHey thanks Malothia! Yes we are trying to make a difference here and all thanks to readers like you who encourage us on our way ahead! :)
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